Last week I finally able to get up a bit eariler and I could spent sometime with God in CU before I went to work. The air was cold and the place was quiet. I could sing and spoke to God freely. It made me recall those memorable time with God in CU. Although the place had changed a lot but I knew that God's love never change.
When I was so weak and lacked of energy, it's God who give me strength again. When I was younger, I hoped that everything could go fine and no difficulty would appear in life. Though I knew that life must full of bad things and goods things but I still hoped that I could only see the good things and try my best to avoid all the bad/ difficult thing in life. But all the things happened in my life recently made me not only understand that but also felt that God in with me during the tough time. It also let me taste what Jesus need to face when nobody understand him and nobody like me. It's alone and it's tough but Jesue chose this way so that he could save our life, save my life. I'm not even worth for his love but he loved me so deeply that deeper that I could ever though of.
I hoped that I could have more time to stay with God.